*DOUBLE WHAMMY*
For any of you that tried to read the post from a couple hours ago... Hat's off to you. I have no idea why it posted as largely as it did. But in this case it is a good thing!
I Felt really bad about spilling the dirt on Heath *1st Whammy*
I felt really really bad when My Mom informed me earlier that she came across my blog and really enjoyed reading it *second Whammy*
I wanted to get on and erase what I had written this morning before my Mom had a chance to read it. She really Loves and sticks up for Heath when I am grumpy towards him. She even came to my home this morning to show me a Video Clip she thought Heath would get a kick out of.
I decided against it ... aside from someone needed to strain themselves to try and read it I thought I would instead make up for it by writing something nice!!
which looks like I may have to hold off until after lunch it out of the way... and the napping baby who just woke up soaked all around his belly is changed... and more than likely the place where he was sleeping!!
Mostly to the few people who will even see this they need to know and understand that i LOVE Heath. I would not of put myslef through and done all that I have done to even be near him. Heath understands me and loves just the way I am. Which is what any one would say to the one they love.... But I really feel he means all that he says. I can be myslef around him no matter how stupid I feel sometimes after I have already said something.
My Motherly duties are calling!!
I will write something more interesting and fun when I have some time to get some thoughts together. soon though!!
Thank you Mom for saying it was fun to read what I write. I told Heath we just need to write the next "Harry Potter" type craze books to make the Money we need to take care of everyone.... that Million dollar idea!?! *sigh*
more to come..
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
=0( He also left the bathroom window wide open all night ..
... with the baby kittens in there!!
?????
we must really need that family vacation!
?????
we must really need that family vacation!
2 seconds to slip his mind & it ruined my day!!!
I LOVE My Husband......
If I didn't I would not be so irritated/hurt right now!
Most of the fights that Heath & I have are due to the fact that he does not pay attention or remember things very well on his own.
Well... I am really...Really...getting tired of it all. I wish there was some way for him to see how something so little can make my Day turn so sour before 8am!! It's not just me either who he ends up hurting... My mood effects our babies so so much... all I do anymore is yell ... and when they try to come and hug me... I don't want them "hanging" on me because I am so irritated!!! Just thinking about how things went down this morning sends me into tears....
When it comes to chores around the house I try to be as fair as I can because I know my husband works so hard at his job... he has the jobs that require going outside... It is hard to keep 3 little ones at bay while their Mommy is in and out of the house!
The Litter box, Ralph's cage, trash out & firewood in!!!
I got up the the children(before 7am), laid on the couch and dosed off!!! (like waking up to a bad dream) Breezy informs me that Wessley is poopy... It was all over his legs, pajamas and the blanket all the kids were laying on. Cammeron started crying right off the bat. I asked Breezy to "babysit" her screaming brother. I then scooped up Wessley in the pooped out blanket and headed to the bathroom.
We normally have a baby gate up just inside the door to keep the kittens in.. it was flat on the floor... I did not see it because I had Wess.. I tripped on it when I stepped down.. Lucky for me a Kitten broke the fall of one of my feet( I hope she's ok I came down on her hard), but Wessley went down to the floor. He hit his Head on the litter box that was in the middle of the floor (because Heath did not say anything when HE used the last of the Cat litter... so Momma kitty went potty all over the floor in the corner which My dear sweet husband told me he would clean up and didn't)
I yelled at Wess and made him cry... I didn't want to, I was just so upset. It is too much stress sometimes. It would be different if I had the mind frame that I had to do everything on my own... But It's not... I am trying to trust and rely on someone ... thats part of what being in a relationship is about... THIS SUCKS... Heath is just so unreliable ... and just now when I talked to him... he gets mad and hangs up on me because I'm upset... I didn't even really get that upset with him on the phone... I tried to tell him I was upset and did not want to ruin his day!
I'm sorry for venting on my husband... this kind of stuff is just driving me crazy!
Now my mood is building up.. I need to be done... besides. the Cat is getting into the trash that was supossed to go out... and It is starting to snow and get cold outside so I think I should bring in some firewood!!
Some Wives have Husbands that are .. "donkeys"
Some have Husbands like mine....
The Guys that are "donkeys" effect their wives the same way
My Husband does to me... But one is intentional... and one is out of stupidity
I still love you Heath... Please can you see what this does to me??
If I didn't I would not be so irritated/hurt right now!
Most of the fights that Heath & I have are due to the fact that he does not pay attention or remember things very well on his own.
Well... I am really...Really...getting tired of it all. I wish there was some way for him to see how something so little can make my Day turn so sour before 8am!! It's not just me either who he ends up hurting... My mood effects our babies so so much... all I do anymore is yell ... and when they try to come and hug me... I don't want them "hanging" on me because I am so irritated!!! Just thinking about how things went down this morning sends me into tears....
When it comes to chores around the house I try to be as fair as I can because I know my husband works so hard at his job... he has the jobs that require going outside... It is hard to keep 3 little ones at bay while their Mommy is in and out of the house!
The Litter box, Ralph's cage, trash out & firewood in!!!
I got up the the children(before 7am), laid on the couch and dosed off!!! (like waking up to a bad dream) Breezy informs me that Wessley is poopy... It was all over his legs, pajamas and the blanket all the kids were laying on. Cammeron started crying right off the bat. I asked Breezy to "babysit" her screaming brother. I then scooped up Wessley in the pooped out blanket and headed to the bathroom.
We normally have a baby gate up just inside the door to keep the kittens in.. it was flat on the floor... I did not see it because I had Wess.. I tripped on it when I stepped down.. Lucky for me a Kitten broke the fall of one of my feet( I hope she's ok I came down on her hard), but Wessley went down to the floor. He hit his Head on the litter box that was in the middle of the floor (because Heath did not say anything when HE used the last of the Cat litter... so Momma kitty went potty all over the floor in the corner which My dear sweet husband told me he would clean up and didn't)
I yelled at Wess and made him cry... I didn't want to, I was just so upset. It is too much stress sometimes. It would be different if I had the mind frame that I had to do everything on my own... But It's not... I am trying to trust and rely on someone ... thats part of what being in a relationship is about... THIS SUCKS... Heath is just so unreliable ... and just now when I talked to him... he gets mad and hangs up on me because I'm upset... I didn't even really get that upset with him on the phone... I tried to tell him I was upset and did not want to ruin his day!
I'm sorry for venting on my husband... this kind of stuff is just driving me crazy!
Now my mood is building up.. I need to be done... besides. the Cat is getting into the trash that was supossed to go out... and It is starting to snow and get cold outside so I think I should bring in some firewood!!
Some Wives have Husbands that are .. "donkeys"
Some have Husbands like mine....
The Guys that are "donkeys" effect their wives the same way
My Husband does to me... But one is intentional... and one is out of stupidity
I still love you Heath... Please can you see what this does to me??
Thursday, November 6, 2008
RaNdOmNeSs...
I find myself in this position often...I can't sleep and everyone is asleep.
I have been wanting to sit down and "Blog" something... but I was going off on short little tangents that did not really go anywhere.
I wanted to write something called "Make my single a Double" in reference to my Single wide trailer and the lack of some extra storage space.. but I think I might still do that here in the next couple of weeks as a tribute to my Fall cleaning and winterizing. *boring*
I wish i had a more exciting life... or maybe not. It's Busy for sure, just not with all the thrills that it used to come with. At least the kind of "thrills' that don't come with a spike in blood pressure.
We are strongly considering a road trip up to SLC and Ogden area before these Oh so nice gas ease. We are hoping that a road trip with just Heath , i and the kids will give us that "grown up'" feeling that we have so been needing!
well.. it is short.. but it is something
*radio announcing voice: "stay tuned and find out what happens next"
"cheesy... I know"
~ Wennie
I have been wanting to sit down and "Blog" something... but I was going off on short little tangents that did not really go anywhere.
I wanted to write something called "Make my single a Double" in reference to my Single wide trailer and the lack of some extra storage space.. but I think I might still do that here in the next couple of weeks as a tribute to my Fall cleaning and winterizing. *boring*
I wish i had a more exciting life... or maybe not. It's Busy for sure, just not with all the thrills that it used to come with. At least the kind of "thrills' that don't come with a spike in blood pressure.
We are strongly considering a road trip up to SLC and Ogden area before these Oh so nice gas ease. We are hoping that a road trip with just Heath , i and the kids will give us that "grown up'" feeling that we have so been needing!
well.. it is short.. but it is something
*radio announcing voice: "stay tuned and find out what happens next"
"cheesy... I know"
~ Wennie
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